dedication

I miss my friends very much. but i also wish that i could make a lot of friends here during my stay in Adelaide.
yea I started to like this city. the air was breezy for most of the time, roads are clean.
Cotton On is cheap LOLz !

i bought 2 tops for AUD$10 cuz i didnt bring much clothes here, I am desperate to get some new ones.

yesterday was the sch of marketing orientation.

My goodness ! Our sch of Marketing Program director, Carl, was looking so hot and charming.

I guess I should be dying during his IMT class (yay he is one of my lecturer !!!!! )

well, now that I am panic for my tutorials since I am all alone for all the classes.

still trying to adapt the life and be open minded.

 

aiks. i miss kittens. food. housemates. sisters. friends & family. subang. kelantan. klang.

烦烦烦！

烦死我了~

有很多东西要去想 

有很多决定要等我去做 

有很多东西吃，糟了我会变胖了

很多

很多

很多问题烦恼啊~ 

唉，长大了就是这样。

想把部落格给删除掉，这里有点闷

你们不要再烦我了好吗？

我很乱啊。。。。

Kids nowadays

well, pls don't be shocked to see my new post here hahaha.
the ceremony ended earlier than i was expected.
so now i'm back to Klang & wait for the day to back to KB ~ <3
my lovely Grandfather has alrd laid in peace,
in the view of beautiful Tanjong Malim hills.

(rewind)

~Day 1~
I saw grandfather laid peacefully in the coffin,
wearing a nice suit.
songs of Amitabha playing, the yellow curtains, lotus flower lamp...
My other young cousins were also staring at their grandfather.
I told them, " Our 爷爷 is sleeping, don't disturb him."
and the naughty Lok Lok (son of my uncle) & XinYi (cousin's daughter) answered;
" No lah, he is dead ! (他死了 ！）"

哇 ~ ！现在的小孩子。
whoa ! kids nowadays...

Lok Lok, San San, Xin Yi & Jia Ni

Not a good holiday

This will be my last post till end of Dec !

this is not a very good holiday, i can say that.

besides that playing around & eating around with friends & family,

which I enjoyed myself a lot.

I have been busy arranging my study in australia

travel back & forth to Klang, Subang & KL

busy packing & moving out,

arranging how to move my boxes of clothes & stuff back to hometown.

all was in plan, until......

tonight.

My only grandfather had just passed away,

and my whole family had to travel to Perak for his funeral.

can't go back to kelantan anytime soon,

all our flight tickets back to hometown are going to be cancelled.

stuff that are planned to move back home have to store in uncle's hse temporarily until CNY.

My youngest brother cannot attend his secondary school orientation, which is held on 27th.

everything is so blur & so confusing,

how i wish my hometown was here,

so that i could just put my stuff back home & travel around,

but nope.

Kelantan is just tooo far away fr KL,

I cant bring back 95% of my stuff regarding tonight's breaking news.

whatever happens,

I just can't blame anyone.

=(

I hope all ends well. God bless me.
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Your Daily Horoscope: December 21, 2009

Sagittarius

Today is the Winter Solstice, a day on which astronomical factors make it appear as if the Sun is moving north again, increasing the length of days (in the Northern Hemisphere). It's also the first day of Winter, and means something special for each sign. For you, Sagittarius, this is the time of year when you feel most at home when you are home, and appreciate security and comfort. This will be a busy year for you though, and you can expect travel and activity to be the order of the day until just before the beginning of summer. Today's energy is sort of a preview, in that you'll be pulled away from something you're giving your attention to in order to deal with matters at home. You can also expect this year to be excellent as far as romance and fun is concerned. Handle your own finances today; you'll have fun and do we

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R.I.P my grandfather. you'll be missed.

17/12/09

stuck with packing my luggage.

=(

I need advice on packing,

anyone?

才发现

。。。。。我很舍不得他。

见了一面，够了。
到此为止。

Anita said

"Leong honey, listen to your dreams tonight - their messages are almost certainly clearer than usual, and you might find that your subconscious is smarter than it has been in a long time!"

Oh, I wonder what I will dream of tonight.

ICBM exam questions?

FP will be in open book?
Yunho? (LOL)

These are so impossible though. but ICBM exam format has changed to an open book exam.

Relief to those that haven't start study but A BIG NO to me.

For a whole darn week I have been struggling on this subject and barely rest.

and just today George shared this crazy announcement.

UNBELIEVABLE.

maybe i shall stop revising my ICBM now.

HEAD ONTO FP.

[ I loath studying for exam,
but have to,
for the hefty tuition fees that parents paid every blurdy semester.]
YOU GOTTA LIKE IT,
It's BUSINESS, baby.

p/s: the last line quoted and edited from a friend's music video (it's medicine, baby) . =)

....
Stressed.
....
I have to be independent matured.
feeling excited yet worried.
...
The best thing you can do for your love,
is to take care of yourself well.
Never ever let them worry about you.
....
R.I.P. to family members of a friend.
hope she can get through this calmly.

Nothing

Sometimes,

I think that I am a bastard.

_______________________________________

"Words are flowing out like endless rain

into a paper cup. They slither while

they passed they slip away, across the universe...

Jai Guru Deva om...

Nothing's gonna change my world.

Nothing's gonna change my world.

Nothing's gonna change my world....."

Nothing.

Just Want To Say

Fuck you.

.

.

.

.

.

inspiredbyZahra.

I Don't Feel Good about This

Saturday is ruined.

the sudden call from my aunt dragged me back to Klang

IMMEDIATELY

and Yvonne+Allicia are on their way to visit me

T_T

i dislike uncertainties,

always.

and today i receive a letter from a friend.

she's angry.

sorry dear,

i'm not really good in comforting people.

i dunno how to make her feel better.

if i were her,

i wouldnt like ppl come to show their concern when i'm emo and after what they did to me.

so i lost my words cause i dunno how to talk to her when she's sad

though i aint the one make her pissed off.

but now,

i think i also kena.

i wish i'd had more time to talk to her,

understand her feelings.

ZL was right, we should have stay beside her.

Instead of that,

we were rushing for entertainment after class.

*-*

I really doubt my social ability,

my role of being a true friend to all of my friends.

bad Devil.B.

Facebook and me

i declared 'war' against Facebook.
will disappear for several days.

Thank you all for concerning my FB profile page.
for the rest that still dunno,
just click to check on me in your facebook.
YOU WONT BE ABLE TO FIND ME PERHAPS.

what happen leh?
well, it goes like this....
(click the picture for a larger view^^)


One night, Zahra couldn't find my profile page.
and everyone also wondered what happen to my profile.


Everyone is so worried.
My picture is gone.
Status is gone.
Profile is not to be found.




really appreciate that they posted comments and discuss about me.
thanks again guys.
all of you discuss as-if I had been kidnapped like that ^^

Then,
I went to FB's Help section,
and found that there are more than hundreds of people also facing the same problem and FB help-team never replied any of that!

Thanks to an angmoh,
he posted a solution and taught the rest how to handle this prob.
I have already file a bug report to the Facebook Team on this matter.
Hope this issue can settle soon
Cause I MIGHT COULDNT LIVE WITHOUT FACEBOOK

Ciao.

I'm Pissed.

again, dunno why.

Impulse update

Shannon turned twenty last Thursday.

Happy Birthday again to her.

wohoo~ the SHINING TIARA !

;P sorry for the late post i'm so busy nowadays

with all the tute tests and homework zzz...

more pictures will be uploaded as SOON as POSSIBLE!
stay tune!
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Might because of period,
or gaining weight,
or work stress,

I am always that emo nowadays.
darn frustrated,
on such tiny things or someone =(
pls bear with me,
my fellow family and friends.
Devil.B will back to be hyper soon...very soon.
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h1N1 is getting more serious.
i need mask.
who can buy for me?!!!!
here's out of stock my god.
------------------------------------------------
Again, Market Research is degrading my brain memory capacity slowly.

@_@ haiyoh, the research proposal.

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and i didnt do well in my level2 French class.
Mehsier must be disappointed of me.
Je suis desolee.
Bon courage.

=)

Always keep the faith

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To: TVXQ

This is in regards to the recent news of the three members filing for a disposition, etc.
We would like to reassure you that we still and will continue to believe and support them.
OUR messages and thoughts will be support and strength for you, TVXQ!

(Cassiopeians, this will be sent to the group in a few days.
Please feel free to write to them~
THANKS for your contribution and always have faith in them~ )

Sincerely,
Messages from Cassiopeians to TVXQ!http://www.petitiononline.com/TVXQCASS/petition.html
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Lee Soo Man,
please do a wise decision.
do not disband Dong Bang Shin Ki.
i hope the legal issues will settle soon
and ends in a fair situation.

Wihtout DBSK,
No Cassiopeia,
No me,
No Today.

I Emotionally signed up for the petition.
my day really ends horribly.
Crying without tears.
imagining life without the five's.

rumours.
i hope it's really rumours...

You Got It

Mr A,
congratulations to you.
You finally got my attention,
get to appear on my blog post.
u happy?
nevermind,
cuz I ain't happy.

i hate your words.
i hate your critics.
i even dislike u to appear in front of me,
or in the vicinity.

You gave me another hurtful words in this afternoon,

"Go die la you. Go die la you!"

I was talking to Iffah,
and you!
interupted our conversation.
please,
Don't peek and listen to my conversation with my frens.
c'mon, it's girls talk by the way.
wat the heck are you trying to listen to us?!!!

I told you that i wasn't sure about the thing that
you wanted to know.
but i still tell you what i know, at least.
but you said that i was wrong,
my information is outdated.
and u gave me an irritated look,
told me to go die.

mr.A.
i hv been patient to you since we're in SAM
and now i never be that generous & friendly anymore!
Now
Devil.B give you back the same sentence + one complimentary word.

"Go die la you. Go die la you,

Dumbass !!!!!!!!!! "

Joy

the joy to be at home,
KBS World

ahhh how i love astro!
an nyeong to my long-time-no-see
korean tv shows,
Music Bank,
korean dramas...
sarang sarang saranghae~ !
recently i got to watch dbsk's super junior's & SNSD's
latest commercial of promoting Seoul, Korea.
-Infintely yours, Seoul-
whoa~ i desperate to fly there now.
Dream Concert~ !!!

**************************************************
heavy luggage
mask to protect against H1N1
laptop
tote
and my new hairstyle.

back to LCCT again tomorrow.
holiday ends.
that was fast.

you'll be realised that i ain't do much talking about my holidays and bla bla bla. Cause holiday is meant to rest and slack with tv and harry potter readings. Eventually some only some misterious, miserable, miraculous events that i will come up to talk on my blog.
*sigh*
all a mess.

***********you may ignore the next para********************

to understand this, get yourself a JK Rowling's book.
a long-lost fren suddenly nudged me that
she/he/it is in Australia.
suprisingly.
i thought my fellow fren disapparate ages ago with the Invisibility Cloak.
or undercovered by a protective charm/spell,
Protego totalum...Slavio hexia?!!
and
Accio Cloak!
in the land of whites.
of muggles/death eaters/dementors.
and You-Know-Who.

I must be crazy

holiday is so boring
and prompting ppl to do crazy stuff.
such as having a hair-cut.

i had my hair-cut shorter than PIN JIN'S !!!!!!!!!
no more long hair.

am i crazy?
wtf are u doing devil.b ?!!!
the hair stylist cut it shorter and shorter.
and my mum gets happier cuz she always want it to be short.
and i'm sobbing in my heart.

is before the cut.mourn it.

ahhhhhhhhhhh
i miss my long hair!
now my hair looked terrible.
if i ever wanted my hair to be short,
it had to be like Chae Kyung's. stylish and cool.


but nope,
that's not mine,
mine is slightly longer but the front part is shorter than the picture,
and it goes layered. similar to my previous hairstyle but it is much more shorter.


T_T
can i back to the past?
pls?

Unintended thinking

There's another side of me,
feel so bad,
and so pissed off of myself.
why should i always think about THAT ?!


i really terrified
i think i'm such a terrible person.
i'm not mean,
but i'm always thinking smth bad.


Pessimism

*sigh*
one of my fren failed a paper today.
now, i really worry on my LAW paper.

stop it.


Don't ask me not to think so much.
yes mate i understand that, but
i wanna to think it
i wanna to feel regret
so that then only i will do well,
carried upon my guiltiness,
instead of letting it go.

i need some pressures,
not to fly-off that easily.
u want freedom?
u gotta pay smth for it.


Damn/darn watever.
being rude/polite is not an issue for me anymore.
@#$% subang jaya.
i want to get back home as soon as possible.


cheers,
Devil.b fr campus lab.

*********************************************************
stuck in my head:
MUSE-UNINTENDED
KEANE-SOMEWHERE ONLY WE KNOW

i'm looking for somewhere to begin with,
somewhere only i know.
slack in Paris with dbsk. how wonderful life is.

my internet wifi account expired started today.

i won't be online till next saturday unless i pay my wifi again.

or i'm rajin enough to travel back to campus to online.

be patient.

i got lots of story to tell next.

holiday isn't in holiday mood.

i don't understand why.

i feel very lonely,

i shall get back to my home sweet home as soon as possible.

my family, i miss u!

XOXO
the emo Devil.B