Unintended thinking

There's another side of me,
feel so bad,
and so pissed off of myself.
why should i always think about THAT ?!


i really terrified
i think i'm such a terrible person.
i'm not mean,
but i'm always thinking smth bad.


Pessimism

*sigh*
one of my fren failed a paper today.
now, i really worry on my LAW paper.

stop it.


Don't ask me not to think so much.
yes mate i understand that, but
i wanna to think it
i wanna to feel regret
so that then only i will do well,
carried upon my guiltiness,
instead of letting it go.

i need some pressures,
not to fly-off that easily.
u want freedom?
u gotta pay smth for it.


Damn/darn watever.
being rude/polite is not an issue for me anymore.
@#$% subang jaya.
i want to get back home as soon as possible.


cheers,
Devil.b fr campus lab.

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stuck in my head:
MUSE-UNINTENDED
KEANE-SOMEWHERE ONLY WE KNOW

i'm looking for somewhere to begin with,
somewhere only i know.
slack in Paris with dbsk. how wonderful life is.