Break-out

i want to break-out,

not break down.

i'm more stressful for this semester's exam,

*touchwood*

if one subject fails, it's impossible to move on to the next subject

in my major in 4th semester as

all requires a pass in pre-requisite subjects (which i took now).

but today's dsm paper is ok,

but surely i missed out some minor points

that is so darn important

AGAIN~

banging my head.

i hate myself for being so stupidly careless.

& clumsy.

yesterday Devil.B bumped into a tree/plant

fulled with thorns,

and i injured my right arm.

see that,

that's how i walked everyday in the past 20yrs,

except for marching (kawat) during my high sch years.

i never looked up.

my god, all the scars were so ugly n painful.

like kitty scratches/ blade cuts slice by slice on my arm.

Suprised to see Chee Wei at asia cafe yesterday night.

he asked me whether i 自残 (hurting myself).

you must be kidding.

i'm not so emo till i hurt myself with blades for God's (DBSK) sake.

*touchwood*

if i will ever do that i will cut it nicely

like an art, not like this scattered and ugly!

mayb i can carved my name or DSBK on the arm.

haha!

ahhh, c'est la vie! that's life!